I am feeling so anxious and scared and happy right now that I cannot function properly. It's been 6 failed transfers and two myomectomies to reach this point.
We finally found our donor on Fairfax and got the eggs. They are here and ready to be fertilized. I am so nervous and scared that I have stopped functioning normally. The sudden happy moods and sudden sad moods are the outcome. On top of that I have these tiny cramps in my tummy which are scaring the hell out of me. I am scared my fibroids are coming back.
No matter what I do, am so scared to be happy. I haven't felt this low in this whole process and just couldnt stop myself from sharing it here. No other friends of mine are going through all this so they would not be able to understand my situation. Obviously I should be happy and elevated and looking forward to the next steps, but I am not there yet.
Thanks for listening!
We finally found our donor on Fairfax and got the eggs. They are here and ready to be fertilized. I am so nervous and scared that I have stopped functioning normally. The sudden happy moods and sudden sad moods are the outcome. On top of that I have these tiny cramps in my tummy which are scaring the hell out of me. I am scared my fibroids are coming back.
No matter what I do, am so scared to be happy. I haven't felt this low in this whole process and just couldnt stop myself from sharing it here. No other friends of mine are going through all this so they would not be able to understand my situation. Obviously I should be happy and elevated and looking forward to the next steps, but I am not there yet.
Thanks for listening!
