New here and of course depressed

Hi All,

I am new here. I am 38 , DH 41. Never had kids. Got pregnant once with DE IVF but ended in CP. Just had an IVF with DE on 6th (5dt). I started testing 3dpt like a moron. Of course it was negative. Today is 6dpt and i tested with FRER with FMU and it was negative but the control line was DOTTED. 

Then i used EXPIRED digital FRER (EXPIRED JUNE 2014). Got BFN. 

I just cant take this stress anymore. I think I am out this cycle. 

Any positivity is welcome!! Good luck to all