So I think I may have screwed up a bit. Since my husband and I made the decision to give DE a try, I have been so excited and hopeful. And when I am excited and hopeful I can't keep my mouth shut apparently. I have mentioned to a few close friends that we are planning DE. My husband told his father, who probably told most family members.
I have always been very open and honest about my fertility struggles. Everyone close to me pretty much knows my ovaries gave out early and how much this has affected me in the last several years. So I guess I just considered this a natural extension of that...we are moving on to the next plan.
But I worry now that I should not have been so open about it. For the sake of my (hopefully!) future child conceived through DE. And my bio daughter.
There I go again worrying about the feelings of a child that I may or may not have in the future.
But still, I feel like a should have been a little more quiet about this. Its a big deal.
Thanks for reading. Had to vent.