Hope this is the right group? *possible trigger*

BG: So ever since I was little when I was asked what I wanted to be when I grew up I always said 'a mom' never mentioned getting married or anything, I always just wanted to be a mom. Well I had my first baby, a son in june of 2014, but we lost him at 2 months old in August of 2014. We just had our rainbow baby in December of 2015. She's 7 almost 8 months old and I am so in love with her! My kids father and I broke up in novemeber of 2015 after 5 years together And are co parenting and living separately.


All I can think about is how I want to be pregnant again and have another baby. I keep thinking of going and talking to fertility clinics about using a sperm donor and going through all that so I can have my next baby. Im 27 so I feel like time is running out (granted I know it's not actually, I have plenty of time but im just ready!) So im wondering how many people think it's weird for women to go get pregnant and be a single parent on purpose? Im worried about what my friends and family will think and don't want them think I'm being selfish for not giving my child a father. Also I think about future relationships, how many guys would possibly want to get with a single I'm with 2+ kids? Any on recommendations on going through with ivf or experience with this or anything would be great! TIA