Hi Everyone,
This is my 3rd round of IVF and 1st using DE. I'm very discouraged because I used frozen and I only had 2 for transfer - 1/7 cell and 1/12 cell. I don't feel pregnant at all execpt for my boobs being sore from the progesteone shots. I was guaranteed 4 eggs after the thaw and because that didn't happen, I get another shot at a brand new lot of eggs at no extra charge if this doesn't work. While I'm extremely grateful for getting another shot if this doesn't work, I'm so tired. I've been going through this for almost 5 years and I really wanted this time to work. My Dad was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and I really want him to be here when the baby is born. My obgyn and my RE are like "this will work" They really believe my egg quality is bad and that's what's causing my BFN's from IUI's , timed intercourse and IVF's. My last IVF I had 26 eggs retrieved, 19 fertilized, 3 eggs transferred on day 3 and none to freeze. It was a huge blow. I want to test tomorrow, but I'm so nervous about it being negative, but I have the day to myself tomorrow and maybe it's a good day to grieve if I need to before work on Monday. I don't know. I could really use some support from others in this situation. I see all these BFP's and I always feel like I'm on the other side of the odds. I'm sorry for feeling sorry for myself, but this 2ww has finally got to me. Thanks for reading.
Nicole