Have you ever loved the thought of a name for your next baby but when that baby didn't come the name loses what it once had? Before my four failed transfers I wanted to name my baby Tula for a girl or Wyatt for a boy. I had so much hope that I would have that little Wyatt or Tula, but now that none of those frozen embabies stuck I feel like the names I once loved for them died with them. Now I'm dreaming of a new name before even planning what my next steps to have that baby will be. I'm just trying to be still and see what's coming next for us. I'm mourning those names a little bit today. I really believed I would meet them in life but now it is time to focus on the future and on a new name for my future little one, however that little one will come to be. ❤️
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